unhealthy day...

this morning..around 0230am, i still cant sleep...
sbb bosan..i aksed 1 friend to follow me jalan2...hehehe..sy call die..paksa die teman..dalam keterpaksaan die setuju....we went to ampang...tgk pemandangan seluruh kl...a nice view..sy mmg suka g tmpt mcm tu..hahaha..bak kata kwn..kerja bodoh..dtg situ dok sesaja tgk view..then we singgah sungai besi..semata2 nak beli burger tok sahur..then blk ke puchong..on the way back..ade road block la pulak..ops sikap da mulaa...pas ni xle nak bawa laju2 nnt kene saman lak..sapa nak tanggung..aiyark...

blk rumah da pukul 4 lbh..sahur..then dgn senang nye sy tertido lepas tu...bgn pagi lak terasa mls nak keje..mengantuk la..xcukup tido....bl terpikir blk..cmne la leh wat keje gila kua tgh pagi2 buta..juz nak ronda2...kikikiki...

now stop buat keje...internet so slow tok download stuff for my work..da mula tensen...then get emo a bit...hahaha..coz i think i terdelete important msg in my phone..n i still dont read it yets. i just realized terrrdelete dat msg just now..saja2 check log hp..then saw 1 incoming msg dr sumone..but i tau dat time xde dpt msg..means adakah sy terdelete msg tu? desperately want to noe apa yg dia tulis..dlm kepala da terpikir die tulis bad news..huhuhu...

have to admit it..sy seorg yg negative..semua sy akan pikir bad n negative first then only positve...then jadila emo bl mcm2 bende buruk terpikir..padahal..xda pape pon..its just my feeling...selalu emo ku terbuang sia2..cth nya..bila sy msg seseorg mntk maaf...then she/he xreply me back..sy akan pikir die still mara n namo kawan ngan sy..padahl org tu tgh bz..or tgh tdo..

how nak get rid of this feeling..that sms xtau tulis apa..nak tnye pd dat person??kene tunggu next week..aiyark...emo..emo...emo..

pape pon feel raya sy ttp berkobar..akak ckp baju rya xsempt siap..sedih...tp nak wat cmne..raya ttp raya..pakai jela apa yg ada....hurm..now feeling nak wat kerja pon semakin menipis..dlm fikiran menuggu jumaat..nak amik family kt klia..then trus pulang kampung..xsabarnye...